Seth’s World View

It takes so long for this stuff to sink in, after a lifetime. And I’m most struck by the example I read a few weeks ago, that I’ve already commented on, between the person trying hard to be simple, and the person who simply is. And here I am so concerned about other people’s comfort, feelings, etc., that I am anything but at ease. And I’m never as good as I’d like, having high standards and all.

I had a good time last night, and today’s pretty good, only because I have no energy with which to try anymore, no desire to try. And as I awoke late last night, I thought about honesty, and being honest with my heart, and just living out of my center, whatever that is, and letting the pieces fall where they may. It’s a nice thought. Maybe it’ll happen if I don’t try to do it…