This day was a good day
For the first time in awhile, I was relaxed today. Perhaps more important, I was unrushed. I didn’t feel compelled to be efficient or to escape into work. I was more from to listen, and less concerned (though not unconcerned) what those around me might or might not think. A few times I looked about me and shrugged my shoulders. So many answers, even questions, I don’t know the answer to. I don’t know what to say at times, am still a bit intimated by people at times. Yet overall, it’s okay right now. I’m okay. The world’s okay. And I will sleep well tonight.
April 11th, 2006 @ 9:40 am
Ah…it seems this feeling carried over to the next day when you did sound at the show. You were quite relaxed that night, and you seemed to have a good time w/ the musicians. Sorry if I was a little edgy, I tend to get that way before shows start.
I also seem to remember a short conversation we had regarding stress as you sat at the soundboard and I was stressed. My hope is that this though went through your mind:
“I’m relaxed and Chris is stressed. This is amazing.”
I will now keep reading.