Seth’s World View

Now that I have two journals, plus a currently unused travel journal, along with a sometimes used paper journal, what do I have to say, and to whom, and why? This journal seems to give me the most comfortable, probably because I don’t expect it to be read much, but somehow I relish the transparency. I’ve never been one to be overly confident, or even semi-confident, over any length of time. Still true. It’s also really hard to be confident on the girl issue when I have no real track record to look back on to give me hope. It’s too easy to see my flaws and shrink back, doubting anyone could love me like that, and truthfully, I really don’t believe it. Right now I just hate culture and am angry at life and just discouraged, not caring about life in general. Who knows, will probably be in a different mood tomorrow.