Seth’s World View

Happy Memorial Day!

I am really enjoying Memorial Day Weekend, mainly because it’s my first day off since January. It’s kindof scary to think about. Guess that’s what being in the working world does to a person. I hope all of you are doing well as summer approaches. I’m looking forward to my first summer in Colorado. So far, the weather has been great…though it’s also the most unpredictable weather I’ve ever experienced. And I had thought the lake effect weather in Erie was wierd.

Current Happenings:

Looks like I’ll be teaching Sunday School this summer, 3rd and 4th graders. That’s the age when children still have some respect for adults, it’s all downhill after that:-). I haven’t done anything with children in a couple years, so it will be good to have an excuse to play with, I mean, teach children again. Other than that, still looking for a new job. My current job is wearing me down, but at least I have a job I can stand. God will provide for my future, not sure how, but I have to trust in that. Had the chance to go hiking in the Rockies this weekend, which was really good. When in Colorado…

Personal Thoughts:

This whole year has been one of renewal. I do feel renewed for the most part. It’s hard to believe I’ve been out of college for two years. It was also wierd to think that I am supporting myself financially and basically taking care of myself. Guess that means I’m an adult or something. I also realize I didn’t get here by myself, nor am I alone. Without the support of friends and family, I couldn’t sustain myself emotionally or spiritually. If you are receiving this letter, then chances are you’ve affected my life in various ways, and I thank you for it.

This summer, I hope to make great strides at peace. That sounds like an oxymoron doesn’t it? Peace does seem to take effort – to consciously trust, to stop thinking and not worry. I like to think about so many things, and have my life go in so many directions. In the end, there’s no real value to it, because joy will only come from enjoying God’s presence, and one can’t do that if one’s mind is constantly distracted. I ask myself again and again whether I trust God with my life. Too many times I don’t. Like, do I really believe God loves me and has a wonderful plan for my life? Do I believe God wants good things for my life, and that He can make them happen? Do I believe that I can do all things through Jesus Christ, not because I am able, but because He is? Do I really trust that God will work through my weakness (and only if I recognize my weakness)? Do I believe God will give me direction, if my mind is at peace? Well, God promises all these things, and all He asks is that we trust and obey. He’s not asking me to change the world; He wants me to let go so He can change me. This summer, I want to answer yes to all the above questions, and consistently make it part of my lifestyle. The battle in this life is not with flesh and blood, it’s a battle for the mind, for the soul. It’s a battle that’s already won, if we believe we can win. Shalom.